Although every man believes that his decisions and resolutions involve the most multifarious factors, in reality they are mere oscillation between flight and longing. ~Herman Broch
So things are going well. I do not yet have a full teaching load and can only hope to soon. I am enjoying using my brain once again and teaching. I believe my students are enjoying my classes and I am back to getting the Czech Business Weekly every Monday when it comes out and using it frequently. It feels good.
I found this small pub here in Kobylisy, about 6 blocks from my flat and was there last evening enjoying an apertif of the Czech Spirit Becherovka... when I started to think how fortunate I am for being able to be here once again. I am once again assimilating into life here and it feels good and I am more and more comfortable.
I do miss certain things that were in my life here last year in the Fall, at Mikulas and at the beginning of 2009. I seem to always give my all to the things in life I love. I guess that is me and most likely I will continue to do so. I believe if you give something your everything, your all, what ever happens... is meant to be, even if not what you wanted. So over that Beckerovka and with a clear evening sky with stars just coming out, I noted, that I am lucky to be here and to have friends, both still in my Life and friends I have been honored to share time with, who have left, but left part of themselves within me.
So this road to Prague Castle is a road to many more opportunities here, both in feelings, senses, and seeing things visually and with my heart as well.
So this morning, I will find a cafe, enjoy an espresso and teach a private student and then...figure out where I will explore this coming weekend. Perhaps Another Vinobrani...
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